Conflict of interests

I have had this particular misfortune of being misunderstood for the good actions that I do towards others. Its only the good actions that are misunderstood. The bad actions are always taken for what they are meant to be.

As a result of this all I get many a times for everything good that I try to do is are kicks. Every time such a thing happens I vow to my self that I will only look after my own interests and then somewhere down the line I forget my own rule and get doing something that I should not be doing and then the cycle repeats all over again.

I agree that many a times the motive or purpose of my actions may not be clear but at the same time there are times wherein the purpose and intent of it are very clear but alas the same story. I really donno where I am going wrong or what I am doing wrong for this thing to happen.

This phenomenon if I may say so has led to many a relationships being soured, friendships broken etc etc, part of this is because of the fact that I am a very unforgiving being by nature and even if I forgive I just cannot forget what happened try as I may.

Here goes another empty rule ‘I will from now on look after my own interests’. Lets see how long this one lasts.